February 2012
21 posts
I am.. Happy.
After all of this, I’m so proud of who I became. This isn’t easy and it isn’t going to be but I know that deep down, this was for the best and I’m happy. It’s been exactly a week and I woke up this morning feeling.. Confident, stronger, more independent. And that’s the greatest feeling in the world. You just accept that things in life aren’t fair and when...
What is done, is done.
No matter how much this hurts me, I’m willing to accept the fact you’re gone and that you left me on such a messy note. I only pray that one day I will be strong enough to face you again. When I think about everything overall, it hurts. It’s like you gave up without a fight. I had so much to say, so many questions to ask and you just left. How am I suffering and it seems like...
Masyado na akong nasasaktan, ayoko na..
Learning process..
There’s some things that you can’t understand that happen to you. Some things that are too hard to cope with. People are inconsiderate, people leave when you least expect it, and you love to an extent where you just forget to love yourself.. You don’t know why, and you are stuck wondering but you can’t do much about it as shitty as it sounds. You won’t always...
It’s that feeling that’s super hard to cope with, something that is just unexplainable. It’s something that makes you want to vomit every time you think about it, something that makes you want to cry every time you shut your eyes. This is something that you just cannot express, something that you know no one will understand. It’s something that not even “Sorry”...
Too many reasons to smile about than to cry about!
Blessed.
Lately, I have been so stressed about school and work. It literally sucks the life out of me. I’ve been so caught up with it that I just forget to take care of myself and see the people around me who care. Tonight just made me realize that it’s okay to let go and just breathe once in a while. It’s okay to hurt. These past 2 weeks have been hell but my family and my friends have...
Unexplainable.
fortheloveof-:
h-franciscoo:
It’s that can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t breathe kind of feeling. When I think about it I can’t help but tear up. I’m just so choked and I can’t even understand how I’m feeling anymore. I just want to shut everyone out and be by myself.
Don’t shut everyone out. Only the ones that don’t really care. That only cause more drama and conflicting ideas. Keep your close...
Unexplainable.
It’s that can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t breathe kind of feeling. When I think about it I can’t help but tear up. I’m just so choked and I can’t even understand how I’m feeling anymore. I just want to shut everyone out and be by myself.
The best relationships are the ones with your...
I can't even express how much I miss you right...
Distance is just another way to challenge our relationship. Being away from each other made me think of so many things in so many ways, and on so many levels. You changed me so much, you became one of the biggest impacts in my life and I can’t even find the right words to talk about it for it to all make sense. Rough times like these in my life make me realize how thankful I am...
Your words do not add up to your actions.
EFFORT. That is all, and I don’t know why it’s so fucking hard to do. I guess it just says I’m not worth your time.
I guess I better get myself out of this mess before it gets any worse.
Thankful.
This tattoo means the absolute world to me. And this is probably the only tattoo I’ve ever wanted. I am “Forever Blessed”, which includes my dad, mom, Kuya, and younger brothers birth dates going around. This goes for my belief of Christ and how thankful I am for all his blessings, and for the undying love and support from my family. Forever the two most important...
January 2012
9 posts
Que Sera, Sera.: I often wonder what my friend’s... →
jeanevillan:
I often wonder what my friend’s families think of me. I mean, I’m not necessarily your average filipino daughter (anymore). I don’t dress as clean, my hair screams rebellion and when they find out about my bad habits and god forbid my tattoo, I wonder what they think? I wonder if they’ll ask their…
Never!!! I love you. :)
My life literally changed when I met you.
Watchczarinayso:
24-month-old Deaf Child Having A Conversation heart warming <3
omg :’)
You'll never know how far I'll go for the people I...
Getting ready on New Years Eve with my Love!
The holiday’s are always so much better spent when you’re surrounded by people you love. 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011 and now 2012 babe! You are truly one of my biggest blessings. I love you so much. :)
December 2011
6 posts
I love where we are right now.
I love you, I appreciate everything you do, I admire the person you are with the flaws and all. I just love us and where we stand. Through thick and thin. (:
We're so close yet we're so far away..
Sometimes all you need is your Girls..
It’s nice knowing you have that group of girls you can talk to about absolutely everything and anything. It’s nice knowing you can be yourself without being afraid of what they’ll think. It’s nice knowing that even though you guys don’t see each other on a constant basis, you can talk to each other like you’ve never left each others side. When things get rough,...
dopetasticson:
So if you’re out there I swear...
Always leaving me speechless.. =)
Me: Do you find any girls attractive? Don’t worry, I won’t get mad.
Babe: Nope.
Me: Not even on your facebook?
Babe: Nope, why?
Me: Not even just ONE?
Babe: No baby, why?
Me: Oh.. Ouch..
Babe: What do you mean ouch? You asked me a “girl”. You’re not just a “girl”, you’re my everything, you’re my baby.
If you love each other, you'll both find a way.
November 2011
10 posts
Waiting for the boyfriend!
I want someone who won't give up.
kelvinween:
I want to be with someone who’s willing to fight for me and what we have. I want them to be able to prove that they’re not going to run away when things get rough. It’s a pain in the ass when you’re putting your all into something, and the other person isn’t trying. And that’s why I want someone who’s going to try just as much as I do. I just want someone who’s going to prove to me...
I wish you would just open up to me.
Not because I ask you to, not because you feel like you’re forced to.. But because you want to. I just want to know what’s on your mind, and for you to tell me sincerely. That’s all.
No, I'm not hurting over you anymore..
I just got used to the feeling of being upset, sad, frustrated, angry. You know, just because of you I’m okay with being alone, I’m okay with doing things on my own now. I feel so distant from everything and everyone. Why is feeling like this an everyday routine now?
October 2011
9 posts
God is Good.
Maybe I’m dwelling about on what could have been instead of focusing on what I have now. There’s just so much to love about life itself, why focus on the negative when you’ve been blessed with so many positive possibilities right?
I honestly don't care about,
how many arguments we get into or how many times I may want to punch you in the face. All I really care about is us.. You, really. I’ll set my pride aside just so I don’t lose you over something stupid. I may not show it all the time, and I probably won’t say the sweetest things all the time but I just want you to know that I’m in love with you, and I wouldn’t trade...
