June 2012
1 post
I really don't know where we stand..
One day I think we are okay and then the next you treat me like complete shit. This is what I was afraid of, falling back into the same routine. I don’t know how you can do something on a constant basis.. Now, to give up completely or to hang on again? This is enough, I can only handle so much. I have given everything and you took advantage of it just like that. I hope this is what makes you...
May 2012
10 posts
Happy 19th Birthday, my Love.
It’s crazy how much we’ve been through as a couple and as a person, I’m so happy despite everything we have been through together. We are always brought right back to each other. I’m thankful to be able to witness you striving to be a better person, and not that you aren’t already, but I’m happy because through all the changes we are a part of each...
Perfect way to end my night again,
I’m in love with you and only you! Always have and always will be. =) Thank you for the adventure tonight!
It's not like I chose to love him,
and I honestly cannot control how I feel. His name is the one my heart screams for and it’s not under my control. No matter how hard I try to fake it and pretend like I don’t feel anything, I’m just lying to myself anyways because he’s still the One and it’s totally out of my hands. Only God knows where this is going to take me.
I don’t think anyone understands how much you make me Happy.
The simple things.
I know it isn’t that huge of a deal but it meant so much to me. You called to make sure I was okay, and it’s something I’m not usually used too but it’s something that means a lot. It’s the fact that I ran across your mind and although we were texting, you still surprisingly called me to make sure everything was okay. Why is that so special? Because now you’re...
I am Happy.
Everything in my life has fallen into the right place. I’ve got everyone I need in my life and I am so grateful for that. I’ve got my family, true few, and I still got You. You’ve proven me so much, and I only hope we both continue to grow. I can finally say that I am genuinely happy and actually mean it. So, so blessed. =)
Smiling because God is Good. =)
April 2012
29 posts
Loves simple late night surprise visits from you!
Made my night. =)
v h a n e s a .: And you, Lover boy →
loveinlasvegas:
God I like you so much. But my mind has been perverted lately, and I want to set things straight.
I don’t want you for sex. It will come around eventually. I don’t want you for kisses and winks and slaps on the butt. Our relationship will inherit those gestures of…
Fuck your lies that you made me believe.
Fuck you and your selfishness. So over this bullshit, I should have known better.
I have never seen so much pain and passion in you. I have never seen how much this actually means to you. Tonight made me realize that I am important to you, and although in some way it isn’t how I wanted or intended it to be, it feels nice knowing I have you here protecting me. Thank you, I love you so much.
Dear You,
Whether or not people want to believe it or not, you are one of the biggest inspirations in my life. We have been through absolutely everything together, and you know what? I don’t regret any of it. Up until this day, you still continue to be one of the most important people in my life. You have been my Lover through absolutely everything, but honestly, above all of that, you have...
Everyone says I deserve so much better,
but what do I do if you’re the one who makes me happy?
You keep me smiling.
Despite everything that happened and everything that is still going on now, I just want to let you know that you’re still the One.. Still the one who keeps me strong, still the one who keeps me smiling, still the one who makes me whole, still the one who makes me happiest and still the one I am truly in love with.
I don't know,
whether to cry or to sit here and continue to be patient. I’m trying my best to understand you but I feel like you’re not doing the same for me. I don’t know why I even open up, it always ends up like this and I just feel like I fucked up all over again. I’m sorry.
So much to be thankful for!
Nothing but smiles! Happy Easter Everyone! =)
jayyhunnyy:
Someone prank called me. So I went along LOL
Mah assho is duh so harrys~
LOL. Made my night!
Falling back into the same old routine,
is just such a scary thought. I just don’t know what to think. You know the feeling where you’re trying to trust that things are different but you’re just scared? I don’t know, I guess it isn’t fair that I’m only giving 50% when they’re giving a full on 100%. I guess being scared and just falling back into the same old routine is keeping me from coming...
March 2012
31 posts
I thought long and hard about this,
we are just so much better like this. So happy with the changes and everything. I love you so much.
This all only feels right when it's with You.
I don’t think anyone understands how much I love you.
So mind blown..
I just fell in love with you all over again..
Friends that check up on you when they know you're...